Thursday, March 26, 2015

University life -- with tons of ups and downs almost everyday. My heart isn't strong enough to take them all.

Thursday, March 12, 2015

为何伤感的时间总是那么多
为何在人群中还是觉得孤独
为何还是找不到自己的位置
为何眼泪总是不自觉地流下
为何总是被小事情影响心情
为何自己那么不争气不坚强
为何总是爱放大自己的悲伤

很想退出现在的世界 很无助
真的会变好吗 真的吗 真的吗

哦放心吧我不会自杀哈哈哈 我怕痛啊哈哈
I am just over thinking my over thinking

Wednesday, March 11, 2015

My Kind of February

The NUS Choir, taken in November 2014.

 Have been joining this choir for 1+1/2 sem so far. I still can't describe this choir as my family yet, although we spent so much time practicing together. The choristers here are really really professional in terms of passionate and attitude towards music. I think this is the reason The NUS Choir is that powerful now. Don't really know how far I can go with them, but the people here are really amazing, it is the magic of harmonies here that make me stay. The packed schedule between studies, hall commitments and choir practices really drive my mad all the time and I am still considering if I should quit. Hopefully my choir life won't stop at the 13th year, I still wanna create more memories with them, with music, with choir where I still find my value here. Can't wait for the visit to Yale with them, ah, and tons of upcoming practices haha.

The Alto Section, NUS Choir, taken in November 2014.

Sad to say that I don't really have the chance to join their activities, nevertheless, the are very caring and fun. Alto is always the supporting section of a choir, but the Altos I have been so far are really fun and nice, this is why I like singing as an Alto. Maybe I am more suitable to be a costar.=)




The NUS Choir, taken on 6th February 2015.

And the actual day for Stars,Varsity Voices 2015. Love Stars and Somnia the most. =) Esplanade is sooooo nice and I seriously love this stage!! Felt so lucky to be able to perform the 18 songs on this stage after coming to Singapore for about 8 months, singing the 18 songs with these musical and talented people. The 2 hours on stage made me feel so grateful and proud to be a choir member here.

 

                                          The best friends , taken on 6th February 2015.

 I thought the tickets are really expensive but I thought it's worthwhile later? haha xD Thanks for being that supportive even when you guys are busy in your own studies and CCAs, especially the one who came all the way from Malaysia! I truly treasure the friendship with you guys!

Taken on 7th February 2015.

Quite surprised and touched for our friendship to be maintained, and even become better when we are so far away from each other! It's so amazing to know I still have you even you aren't at my side. Enjoyed the heart talk session with you after the concert till 2am hehe. I wanna visit you in another NTU in the future! Haha.



                         The NUS Choir and the NUS Choir Freshies, taken on 13th February 2015.

 The mini celebration and debriefing after concert YAY. Good food, good photos!


The Infusion, AMCISA Freshies, taken on 8th February 2015.

The last minute decision to go for Infusion although I have tons of undone lectures and tutorials after the concert haha. It was a fun night seeing my first batch of friends in Singapore to shine bright on stage and meeting them after being a phantom for such a long time heheh.


Taken on 14th February 2015.

Supporting friends for NUS Got Talent Competition! Good job guys! Anyway, I still think that in charged comm for this competition was so inefficient LOL.

 The Changi Airport, taken on 17th February 2015.

The reunion dinner, taken on 18th February 2015.

YOOHOO CNY was all about eating good food, getting fat, watching nice movies and having gatherings with people you miss!=D I think I won't be lucky to have recess week which falls exactly during CNY on the following years in NUS anymore -____- Decided to gather more with family instead cause feel sick of socializing after the tiring January and February.

The cousins, taken on 19th February 2015.

They are the most bonded consins I have. They are all younger than me but they are complicated minds LOL ahaha. Always laughed a lot when they are around.





 Taken on 22nd February 2015.


Impromptu visit to Malacca and discovered a beautiful scenery and nice seafood here! Aww I miss this place! The 5 hours traffic jam all the way to Malacca was well paid off.


Taken during CNY.

Right: What we do when 冲上云霄 was too dissapointing.ahaha

Taken during CNY.

3缺1. I miss my eldest brother! Thinking if I should go back for CNY next year when my sister is in England. We will all be in different countries very soon, Moscow, Singapore, England and Malaysia but still will keep in touch with each other! I won't let others to see our crazy group chat to secure my image hahaha! 

 The KR Choir, taken on 26th February 2015.

Amplitude 2015. Ok guys, for your information, I am actually a full time student but not a full time choir member in NUS ah HAHA, A different group of people and different kind of joy here! Having 4 practices for 2 choirs every week is so tiring and crazy but the joy I get here and the music in NUS Choir actually offset the costs haha! Although sometimes KR timing make things very inefficient and this really pissed me off but hmmm, I still like the meeting people here.=)

 The KR Altos, taken on 26th February 2015.

As I have said, Alto is always a nice section! I still understand why some Altos will envy the Sops for singing the main melody, Alto has its own fun OK! The incredible and pretty Altos, having good friends here-- Wanxin, Azie, Huikoon, Ruth, Hana here! Non-stop laughter with them!

C blockers in KR Choir, taken on 26th February 2015.

The chio AzieSwift, the best friend in Cblock WanXin, and the very funny JianZhi.

 Taken on 26th February 2015.
Choir made me a quite-pro in make up haha.







Chingay 2015, taken on 27th and 28th February. 

A very memorable event with stunning floats, special costumes, superb fireworks at F1 pit. Although I am torturing myself with 5 midterms all in the following week TT. Wonderful experience though=)



Oh bye midterms! Worse skin condition, big dark eye circle and tiring mind, is Economics really my cup of ... Starbucks? haha 是我不够努力


NTUs in Singapore, taken on 7th March 2015.

Struggled for quite a long time if I should visit NTU after KO-ing my midterms! Wondering if I could go NTU after 2 weeks of inadequate sleeping hours but still went there to celebrate Cath's birthday after a week as promised! Felt so satisfied to see Cath's surprised face when I invaded the lounge where she was doing standard deviations with a senior! HAHA. So happy to see Cath loving my card and the pity cake with N accidents all the way to NTU haha! Non-stop talking cause I haven't talk properly with people last week ahaha! Thanks for bearing my loud and noisy voice, I just couldn't stop! And thanks everyone for accompanying and playing with me till 12am!! And Hiuyee and Cath who talked to me until 4am <3 all="" crazy="" for="" hahaha="" i="" ideas="" like="" me="" my="" omg="" p="" seriously="" somemore="" tolerated="" you="">
 NTUs in Singapore, taken on 7th March 2015.--Missing Cath

Had brunch with them before going back to NUS =( It was twas a great day with you all but NTU is really very far from NUS so next time you all come NUS ok hahaha! The problem of long distance friendship ahaha

I love this one.=)

Keep on creating memories, time tells. Irrational, but i dont wanna give up here=)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LTzy8NF3BDo